Ellara moved and leaned against the window, looking out at a group of soldiers in the distant practice fields. Her mind was racing. Hannibal seems like a decent guy, and I doubt he'll object to what he's being told. However, I can't really judge his character because I don't know him very well. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes, slowly reopening them. Owen... I think he's a very wise military leader. I don't think he's good at much else, though... I'm confident you could tell him to defeat a force ten times the size of his and he'd annihilate the enemy, but if he had to make someone love him to save his skin, he probably couldn't do it. That may be a serious issue, especially since he's a Triumvir, insisting to go around fighting in battles. I can't argue, it probably raises the soldiers' morale to know that their leader is beside them, but it's also dangerous. I can't imagine what would happen if he were captured. No doubt he'd never talk, but if he died, our country would fall into a mess. I hope he realizes how important he is... Not that I can talk. She shivered thinking about what might happen to Owen, or any of them... Robert... He seems, perhaps... different. He has his own agenda, I can tell, but I can only wonder how effective he will be in seeing it through, and whether or not it will be what's right for this country. She frowned. Mostly, I just hope he's not as military as these others. I don't think he is, but I do think that the drills and training have drilled militia into his brain. What a cruel fate... Taking a deep breath, she turned and forced a smile on her face.
"I think your plan is a good idea, Robert. And Hannibal, sit back down, silly. We aren't going to bite." She chuckled and shook her head. "Forgive me, but I think any preparations you must make can wait until we've finished with the details of our plan. Your input is very important, and I feel that these two are not done with you." She nodded to Robert and Owen.
Facing the window again, she stared with blank eyes into nothingness, her face devoid of emotion. I wonder how long it will be before I can honestly agree with these people... I hope I won't have to keep forcing myself into it. If I can't get along with them now, new and fresh in my job, how am I supposed to agree with them later if tensions have built up? She shook her head. No, I've got to find a way, somehow...
"I think your plan is a good idea, Robert. And Hannibal, sit back down, silly. We aren't going to bite." She chuckled and shook her head. "Forgive me, but I think any preparations you must make can wait until we've finished with the details of our plan. Your input is very important, and I feel that these two are not done with you." She nodded to Robert and Owen.
Facing the window again, she stared with blank eyes into nothingness, her face devoid of emotion. I wonder how long it will be before I can honestly agree with these people... I hope I won't have to keep forcing myself into it. If I can't get along with them now, new and fresh in my job, how am I supposed to agree with them later if tensions have built up? She shook her head. No, I've got to find a way, somehow...